I mean I can't even keep my hair the same color from month to month! Who knows if what I want now is what I'll want then? I think I'm just too much of a drifter for long term planning. In the past I've set the normal lofty yearly goals, (1. Get married and have three babies, 2. Cook a healthy meal six days a week, 3. Get tan) and in the end, either a month later I realize that I don't really want three babies, or at the end of the year I sit down with my list and hate myself a little more because I ate out regularly two (or three or four) times a week and I'm still white as white can be. It's discouraging and I've really grown to loathe the tradition. However. I have been sick sick sick for the last three days and today I finally woke up feeling better. The house has been a wreck for a week, but we either had a visit from
Giselle or my super-amazing boyfriend stayed up late last night to get this place sparkling again. And, this blog that I've been contemplating little details on for the last month has finally reached a point that I feel okay about sharing with you.
All in all, it's a pretty perfect day for a fresh start. Makes it just feel wrong to not make
some kind of a start-the-year-out-on-the-right-foot kind of list. So although this year I don't resolve a damn thing...
I do plan on smiling a little more. And I think I'll try talking to strangers more regularly - see if I can build up some potential friendships. I'm going to give Levi less of a hard time, and I'm going to express my gratitude to those that love me more fully. I'm just going to be better, be happier, and make sure I keep moving forward in this life that I've grown to love so fully.
And eat more vegetables, and read more books, and take more pictures and blog consistently - but you didn't hear that from me!
I love your makeup.....and your hair. The color is perfect. This will be a fun blog.
ReplyDeleteI love, love, love your new blog. Love your hair too.
ReplyDeleteKeep it up girl - I agree with Gramma Suey, this will be a fun blog!! Love you.
ReplyDeleteI LOVE it! Thanks for sharing!! You are sooo cute! I am a total drifter too . . . trying to come up with more realistic goals this year. . . wish me luck, I'm gonna need it! ha ha ~Clarissa
ReplyDeletei love your new blog.
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